readjusting

little by little
to being human, normal
average, unremarkable
no longer subject
to high drama, grandelusion
well, less subject
this wonderful feeling inside
of time, of space, of silence
and I miss the action
of course, I was a tornado
a bad influence
someone you would remember
with distaste and fear
and love, well come on
its all about love right
the courage to
which left after
my glass was full
and I started to owe
fear is all that remains
fear is, adjustible